âMy tattoo gave me my freedom backâ
Tattoos have been a staple in human culture for thousands of years, but their popularity has soared in recent decades.
Stereotypes of tattoos being only for âinked criminalsâ and âthe unemployedâ have gradually become obsolete as body art becomes more mainstream, with everyone from professionals to celebrities proudly displaying their designs.
But despite their prevalence, tattoos run more than just skin deep. They can often provide a glimpse into the psyche of the wearer.
It has increasingly become a way for people to âreclaimâ their bodies and overcome insecurities, trauma, or a negative body-image by transforming their skin into art.
Warning: This feature contains some potentially distressing images.
âI felt like a freakâ
In 2015, 57-year-old Mandy Nicholson was diagnosed with scarring alopecia.
Also called cicatricial alopecia, the condition causes permanent hair loss after the immune system attacks and destroys the follicles.
âAs a woman you take great pride in your hair,â said Ms Nicholson, who lives in West Coker, Somerset.
âItâs what women are meant to look like. Theyâre meant to fit in this box with long beautiful hair, but thatâs not me.â
Ms Nicholson said for a long time she felt âtrappedâ under the pressure of wearing headscarves to cover her bald spots, or never leaving the house without makeup after her eyebrow hairs began to fall out.
In 2021, Ms Nicholson decided to âtake back controlâ by getting a tattoo of a dandelion clock in the place her alopecia first began- to represent her hair âflying awayâ.
âI canât control whatâs happened to my hair, itâs gone and itâs never coming back,â Ms Nicholson said.
âIt took me a long time to accept that, I was distraught. But then I realised I canât do anything about it so I might as well embrace it.â
Ms Nicholson says the tattoo helped her to âredefine femininityâ into meaning bravery, boldness and resilience.
She said: âIâm a woman, why canât I look how I want to? Why should I conform to a box of what people think I should look like?
âNow I proudly hold my head up. My tattoo gave me my freedom back.â
Löiz Machado Gias Dominguez, a tattoo artist at No Regrets studio in Bristol, has seen many clients come to her seeking a confidence boost.
âWhenever people come in with an insecurity theyâre usually covering them, even if itâs hot outside,â she said.
âBut once the tattoo is finished you can see from their face that youâve completely changed their lives.
âThey canât wait to show it off, they are so proud of it. Iâve had a few of my clients hugging me and crying. I feel so privileged to be a part of that process.â
The artist, who has been tattooing for eight years, says getting inked is âmore than just an accessoryâ.
âItâs like you suddenly have this choice to show off who you really are, or who you want to be,â she said.
When tattooing over a burn or scar, Ms Dominguez advised first checking with your doctor on the condition of the skin to avoid the ink bleeding or the needle reopening healing tissue.
âInk therapyâ
But rushing out to get a tattoo if youâre unhappy with a part of your body is not a recommended way of dealing with self-esteem issues in the long run.
Aleksandra Pamphlett, a psychotherapist specialising in body image, says although tattoos can be used as a powerful tool to mark milestones along the âself-healing journeyâ, they should not become an avoidance strategy.
âIt canât be just a physical thing, itâs psychological,â she says.
âIf you donât like your scars, or your stretch marks, there is a subconscious reason why you canât accept them.
âPeople see a huge imperfection in their eyes and they feel the need to hide.
âYouâre keeping trauma within that scar, and covering it wonât make it go away.â
However, Ms Pamplett says she has seen many clients use tattoos as a way to âtake back powerâ after battling chronic illness, mental health struggles, or trauma in their past.
âItâs very often about those invisible scars,â she said.
âIâve seen women who have decided to get a tattoo after being abused or assaulted, to feel like they can reclaim their body- they own it, itâs their choice, theyâre in control.â
Another of her clients covered a large discoloured scar on her neck from a skin graft to make her feel âless exposedâ.
âAfter getting a tattoo, she didnât mind people looking at her anymore,â Ms Pamphlett said.
âShe was completely comfortable drawing that attention to herself, because it was on her terms.â
Kieran Moulton, a PhD student at the University of the West of England, has conducted multiple studies into tattooing as a method of âcamouflaging or decoratingâ scars.
He said one man, who was left with scarring after accidentally putting his hand through a window, had gotten shards of glass tattooed around the scar to represent how it was caused.
âA lot of the time, acquiring a scar might be something thatâs completely out of your control,â said Mr Moulton.
âSo you almost tattoo it to make it your own, to take back that part of your body.â
While Mr Moultonâs studies focused on people who had chosen to tattoo their scars, he added âthere were just as many people out there who loved their scarsâ, and âwouldnât change them for the worldâ.
âAs much as our stories are told through tattoos, theyâre also told through our scars,â Mr Moulton continued.
âThey are a part of our history, our sense of self, and in a way they represent us as much as a meaningful tattoo design would.â
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