âAmbulance delays made me a widow at 28â
The wife of a motorcyclist who could have been saved after a crash, had it not been for an ambulance delay, has spoken of her pain at being a widow aged 28.
Aaron Morris, 31, died about six hours after colliding with a car on 1 July 2022 in Esh Winning, County Durham.
His widow, Samantha Morris, said she felt âpain and sadnessâ that even though she had been with him, she had not held his hand because she did not realise he was dying.
The North East Ambulance Service (NEAS) said lessons had been learned and it had taken âa number of actionsâ after Mr Morrisâ death.
An inquest held last week in Crook, County Durham, heard it had taken 54 minutes for an ambulance to get to the scene due to high demand.
It also heard Mr Morrisâ chance of survival would have been about 95% had he been treated sooner.
However, a specialist paramedic, known as a clinical team leader (CTL), was not deployed to the crash.
Mrs Morris, who was pregnant with twins at the time of her husbandâs death, said: âI shouldnât be a single parent to three children, that wasnât the plan. I shouldnât be widowed at 28.
âThereâs a lot of pain and sadness, especially at this time of year, coming up to Christmas.â
She told the BBC how she came across the crash scene by chance while returning from a hospital appointment.
She said: âI saw there was an accident on the road, picked up my phone to call Aaron to say I was going to stop and see if they needed a hand. But then I looked again and saw it was Aaron.
âI thought heâd broken a few ribs and obviously had some internal injuries, but I thought⊠âit doesnât really matter whatâs wrong with him, when he gets to the hospital theyâll fix himâ.â
Not realising how serious her husbandâs condition was, she said she had spent time helping the ambulance crew.
âI did not know he was going to die and instead of holding his hand while the paramedics worked on him, I was running for equipment, I was running for scissors, I was cutting his clothes,â she said.
Coroner Crispin Oliver concluded it was âhighly likelyâ Mr Morris, who suffered a cardiac arrest, would have survived had available specialist medical treatment been applied in a âtimely mannerâ.
NEAS medical director Dr Kat Noble said the service âunreservedly apologisedâ.
âWe accept that opportunities were missed to deploy a clinical team leader to this incident,â she said.
âThe service fully accepts the coronerâs findings and has taken a number of actions as a result of its investigations.â
Mrs Morris said she took comfort from the fact the ambulance service had learned lessons from her husbandâs death.
âThey looked at every single thing that went wrong that day, including the way the calls were handled and retrained staff,â she said.
âEvery mistake that was made, they have looked at in-depth and made a change for every single one.
âTheyâve totally rebooted the system to try and make sure it never happens again.â
She said her main focus now was âremembering the good times with Aaronâ, adding: âI want to smile and have happiness in our lives.â
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